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so here's another wierd dream for the books...

it started out with me playing either softball of soccer with a team. they were all intheir positions.. on the other side of the street. the park we were at had 2 sides.. my team was on one side and they stuck me on the other field on the other side of the street to catch and stray balls. we were even separated by a fence. i was kind of spacing out and wondering where exactly we were. i wasnt sure how to get to the park from my house, or anwher else (so how did i get there?). eventually a ball did come to my side of the park and i jogged over to grab it. i looked behind me and my little brother was playing with his baseball team. i waved and tured back around. i spaced out again and started looking at the scenery off in the distance behind the field my team was on.

after that the dream changed a bit. i wanted a bettter view of the scenery so i went to the top of the building that now stood where the field behind me had been. i climbed the stairs to the roof and just admired the scenery. it was the most beautiful i had ever seen. there were grassy fields and hills with amazing trees and a winding river that sparkled in the setting sun. i went down to find someone to show this amazing sight to. i think i found my dad.. or one of my family members.. idk, but i took the person up and tried to find the right spot i was in before. the view looked totally different.. i wasnt in the right spot, but it didnt even look like the same place. after a bit i ound the spot i was in before, but the light had changed, and the glamour of the fields and dulled. there were rafters in the river now, and more on the roof getting ready to set out. a group of teenage girls about my age had a raft ready, and i left, depressed because my beautiful scenery now looked average, and because seeing the friends have so much fun made me feel like a friendless loser, as i couldn't find any of my friends in my dream. i walked down the stairs and through a sort of carnival thing. my dad was there and getting ready to leave. i was looking behind where he stood at a wall fully stocked with candy. my little brother was looking for some aswell. he picked out a box, and i asked him to grab me something. i told him where it was sitting, but he couldnt find it. i described exactly where to look for it, and he still had no idea where it was. finally i was so irritated that i just stood up and showed him where it was as i grabbed it myself. after that the dream changed a bit again. i was home (but it looked different than what my home looks like in real life). i think i was trying to cook or figure out a puzzle or a riddle or something.. idk, but my mom was there trying to help. i think a bit more happened in this part, but i cant remember what. after this the dream changed again. i was on a rooftop with my family. i think we were running some sort of store or something like that. i took a few people over to a tower type thing on one end of the roof. i walked over to a little.. truck or a room or something.. idk what it was but it was a little laundromat. i stood back and talked about it (advertising it, convincing them to use it) as they looked at it. i had an xbox 360 controller in my hands and i held down one of the triggers to make some music start to play.. the kind of music you hear in a laundromat or a waiting room or an elevator or something.

the dream changed a bit after that. it was still on the rooftop but now it was nighttime. the band paramore had taken the place of me and my family on the rooftop. they were making a music video and had no idea what to do in it. hailey (if thats how her name is spelled) started singing one of their old songs (instead of the song they were making the video for) and the rest of the band joined in. in her band was her and another girl, and 2 boys. they walked and rocked around the rooftop still singing. hailey and the other girl went to one end of the rooftop while the other members of the band went to the other end. after a bit hailey and the girl went to find the boys, but all they found was a witch from the game Left 4 Dead (this part is wierd). the 2 male band members were lying on a lower section of the roof, face-down, and dead. the girls tried to kill the witch (with knives instead of guns, as is done in the game). the witch killed the unknown female member, and hailey ran away. some poeple had come up to deal with the bodies and hailey started explaining to some little kids that ever once in a while, she'll start to only see in black and white.

the dream changed again after that. i drove myself to school like i always do (even though im currently on winter break). i parked and noticed a table set at the end of one of the rows. i went over to it ans saw that it was a table for people from a certain class to turn in an work that they had forgotten to before winter break had started (i guess in my dream winter break was over). i was bored o i walked over to one of the tables and started looking through the stuff that some people had turned in. the top half was boring.. just worksheets or essays ans whatnot. at the bottom though, were pictures of students in the pool or a spa or something like that. they had written an essay on what they did over break. i looked at the pictures, regretful that i had not had a fun winter break like everyone else had. after a while i left and went up to class.

the dream changed thoguh before i reached my class. i was running with my distance track and filed team. (ive recently started running again after being injured, so i am a lot slower and a lot more out of shape than most.) i had fallen behind but one of my teammates had stayed with me as well as another person (who isnt really on my team but was in my dream). i got distracted and started admiring the houses in the area. my teammates did the same.
after a while the dream changed again. it was the next day. i had driven home for lunch because i had forgotten my running clothes for the day (it was at 4 'o'clock though. over break, i run at 4, and in my dream, i still ran then, even thoguh i was back in school and my lunch is at 1220 something and i run at 2.). i ran inside and looked at the time.. it wasalready 402 or something like that and i was late. i was running down the hall to my room and my mother called out.. " i wouldnt do that if i were you.. your dad did some rearanging while you were gone." i stopped and looked at her, and walked the rest of the way to my room. i opened the door, and my floor was completely bare. mt dresser was in the same place a usual, but my desk was completely gone from my room, and my bed was bare and on a different wall than it had been. i walked overto it, and rested my hands on it, and it was taller than it had been before also. i opened my closet and looked in, and everything was the same. i turned around to loo at my changed room again, but it was suddenly back to normal.. with everything in the same place as it is in real life. i walked over to where my bed had beenand tried to put my hand on it again, thinking that it was an illusion that my room was suddenly back to normal, but my hand hit nothing as i brought it down to touch here my bed had been. i was a bit wierded out, but i picked up my running clothes and changed, and got back to school as quickly as possible.

i ran through the school and up to my coaches classroom (my school looked completely different than it does in real life, but it was familiar to me in tmy dream). i passed some of my teammates on my way to the classroom and talked to them for a bit and then went on my way. i got to the classroom and saw my coach standing outside his door. i checked in and walked back to where my teammates had been.

the dream changed again after this. i was running again with he two teammates i had been running with earlier. we had fallen behind again, but we were fie with it. we were having fun. we started admiring houses and saying which we would and wouldnt live in. after a bit we focused again and started back on the path we were supposed to be on. we stopped by a fire hydrant that was spraying out water. i was suddenly barefoot. my teammate (the real one) pointed out my feet and how long my nails were (theyre not really that long irl) and how much i needed to shave my legs (i dont need to). i told her that my legs shouldnt look like that, i had just shaved the day before and cut my nails as well.

anyway, the dream changed again after that. it was the next day and me and my teammate were starting our run. i had taken my wallet and my phone with me in one of my pockets. we passed my old spanish teacher, who is also the track and field coach for sprinters.. i think. idk, hes a coach and we passed him as he drove by on his golf cart type thing. he greeted us, and we greeted him, and suddenly my phone alarm went off. it had been an alarm to wake me up that morning but it went off atthe wrong time (. a lot later than it should have been). the track coach herd my alarm and stopped his golf cart. he got out and walked over to me. he asked what i was doing carrying my phone with my while i ran. i said i took it in case i would need it. he told me that i wasnt allowed to take my phone with me while i ran and told me to follow him so he could write me up. i looked over at my teammate (who had now turned into one of my friends who is not on the team) and i shrugged and left to follow the coach. he had disappeared and school had just let out so i had to maneuver my way to the office to find him. i walked over to one of the campus supervisors (and saw another one of my teammates) and asked her if she had seen my coach. she called out his mane and he came out of a doorway from the office. he saw me and told me to come with him. he took me into a room (there is no room like the one we were in in my drem that really exists at my school) and he told me to sit down. i sat on one of the chairs (they were the crappy white plastic lawn chairs that suck), but it was uncomfortable and wobbly so as the coach looked for a slip to write me up on, i searched for another chair. i found one and was going to drag it over, but then i noticed a little black stool next to me that hadnt been there before so i sat on that instead. i waited for the coach to come back and ask me questions, but he stayed where he was behin this counter type thing. i couldnt see what he was doing. suddenly something was stinging in my eye and i tried to rub it out. it wouldnt come out so i kept rubbing. my eye started watering and the thing still couldt come out. finally after i'd been rubbing for a while, my eye stopped stinging, but it was watering a lot. another coach or teacher of someone came in to talk to my coach and he saw me sitting and rubbing my eyes. he thought i was crying because i was feeling guilty but i told him that i had something in my eye (it was such a cliche moment). my coach told me that he had written up the slip, which i hadnt expectied. i thought he would interrogate me or something, but he had finished filling it out. i stuck around for a little while and the other coach that had just come in was angry and was ranting to my coach. he told him that some of the students had called him Stinky (like a nickname) and he was angry. my coach called him something else (another nickname, idr what it was, something starting with a P). they continued to talk and my coach started to get mad. he suddenly hit the other coach and was yelling at him as he laid on the floor. my coach poured gasoline or liquor or something like that on the other coach and lit him on fire. the whole store (now we were suddenly in a little store) lit on fire. i ran out terrified of the fire and of my coach. we got out and he handed me some money he stole. he walked away and i looked at the money. i figured that i probably shouldnt be waving the money around (not literally) so i folded it up and put it in my pocket. i looked behind me (where my coach had walked off to) but he was gone. i walked away completely shaken up. as i passed the entrance to the little store that was on my school campus, it was no longer on fire. hardly anything was even charred. a woman and her litle son came up to me and asked if i could help them in the store. they wanted to buy something but no one was at the counter to check them out. i told her that i couldnt help her, that there had just been a fire in the store and ihad been there to witness it and that i was a little shaken up. i walked into the store to look for the dead coach, and i saw his charred body slumped against one of the aisles. the woman had been acting as if she hadnt even seen it. i told her i couldnt help her and left.

i walked out to my car in the parking lot and it was getting dark. it wasa bad combination- dark and what i had just witnessed. as i was walking to my car, i saw a little person walking behind me. they didnt look threatening, but i was still afraid. he kept following me and i thought i recognized him as my little brother (i really do have a little brother). i turned around and walked over to him. i grabbed him by the collar and asked who he was. he knew that i supsected he was my brother so he said, "i am! i have proof!" and pulled out the little ID his elementry school gives him from one of his pockets. i saw that he was my brother, and walked with him to my car. i asked what he was doing here and he said that our older brother had dropped him off so i could watch over him. as we were walking, i could hear another person walking behind us, following us. for some reason, i just knew it was my uncle, and so did my little brother, but i wanted to play a game, so we pretended that someone was following us and that we had to make it to my car before he could get us. we started sprinting to my car and my uncle started running as well. we neared my car and unlocked the doors. as i was climbing into the drivers seat, i noticed that the car next to me had parked extremely close, and their front tire was touching mine. i dove into the car and locked the doors behind us. my little brother and i laughed a bit and i said "we made it!" my uncle came over and sat in his car, which he had parked near mine. he told us that it was just him who had been following us, and i didnt bother telling him that we knew. as he talked to us, some of the cars around me started pullig away, including the one who had parked touching my car. instead of backing out, i just pulled forward since so many cars had left. i turned to leave the parking lot and saw that there was a build up of traffic not far in front of me. there was a cor off to my right that was trying to get out of his spot and into the lane. i let him go in front of me. as i pulled up behind him, i notced a huge stack of black bags full of somehting green in the middle of the road. i thought they were full of horse poo at first, but they were actually full of grass. i drove around them and pulled out of the parking lot....

i think thats it for this dream. if i remeber more later, i'll put it in, but thats it for now.

please help me figure out what this means!!!



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