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so theres this senior at my school who is probably THE sexiest guy i have ever seen, ever and ive had more than 1 dream with him in it but this one was the best.. and the worst.. so far.

so it started out with me and my friend Marisa in our art class that we share this year, but we had a different art teacher from our school than we normally do, and we were in a different classroom, but it seemed familiar (what is the significance of places youve been to a thousand times looking unfamiliar in ur dream, but it doesnt feel unfamiliar?). we were taking our final in that class (i just finished my HS finals yesterday). after we finished we were just messing around and talking in there before the class was over. the sexy guy (his name is Josh *drools*) was sitting at another table talking to his friends (its weird cause i actually have a senior named Josh in my class, not the sexy one, a different one). so Marisa knew that i like this guy and she and i walked up to him and started talking to him. she left to go talk to someone else and i just looked at her panicked because she left me alone with such a sexy beast. she said something to the effect of, "you've got good company" or "go get that sexy guy"... something like that. so i turned around to face him preparing a conversation in my mind and i noticed that he suddenly had a glass space bubble type thing on his head (significant? what could it mean?). so i laughed and asked why he was wearing that thing and he said something like.. "i bet my friends and i told them that if i lost i would wear this thing for two weeks, so i did this to myself" and i laughed and we talked a bit more. in my dream he knew i liked him and so he got kind of close to me and was talking to me in this really sexy voice. i leaned in and kissed him and it was the most amazing kiss ive ever felt in my life. i was in heaven, i was freaking out and completely relaxed by him at the same time (there have only ever been two guys that have given me that feeling, ever, and hes one of them. ive never kissed either of them, but its just that feeling of breathlessness almost when you look at em.). so after just about a minute or two of kissing we stopped and he left somewhere. i left too and after and when i left my classroom i was in my house, but again it looked different but it wasnt unfamiliar to me in my dream. Josh was walking up to me from one end of the hallway and he leaned in for another kiss. i closed my eyes and leaned in and suddenly felt my dog licking my face. i opened my eyes and my dog was standing on his hind legs with his front paws resting my my arms licking me (this is significant im sure, but of what?). i had been expecting a kiss, but after Josh disappeared and my dog was on me, i didnt think, whered Josh go? i thought, who saw that? i was extremely embarassed. in my house we have a family room with a couch facing the hall i was in but theres a few posts for support, and luckily the people sitting on the couch (that had been there the whole time and for much longer im sure because thats where they are IN REAL LIFE RIGHT NOW JUST LIKE THEY HAVE BEEN ALL FRIGGIN DAY!!!!!!) couldnt see me because i was blocked by one of the supporter things. so i walked down the hall to my room and to go to bed. my mom stuck her head in and said goodnight and i laid down with my phone to send off a few texts before i went to slepep. i texted Marisa and told her that i had kissed Josh and she freaked out! she said he liked me and had for a while, but he thought i was a bit weird because i hid under a table from a painting or something like that during one of our art classes. i was a bit confused for a minute, but after thinking i got an image in my head of me crouching under a table in my classroom (the real classroom, not how it had looked earlier in my dream. this is where the dream gets weird because the circumstances change. earlier it was different from real life cause.. well read it again. but this time my class was like it is in real life.) . i realized suddenly that she thought that i meant i had kissed the not cute Josh in my real art clas instead of the sexy Josh in my dream art class. i was suddenly panicked because i didnt want her to think that i liked real art class Josh instead of dream art class Josh. i ran out into my kitchen to tell her (idk why) and i dont remember all of this part but i do remember that my kitchen was illuminated really creepily by my phone light.
after that the dream ended.

i have no idea what some of this dream means. please help!
i want to know what my subconcious is trying to tell me!
(ugh i always have dreams as weird as this one).



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