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Sometimes.
Sometimes you see things as insignificant that hurt me like you will never know. You have never been in my shoes. You've never been alone. You've never felt alone. I know you well enough to know that you are one person who has always had a shoulder to lean on. If I needed someone to be there for me I simply ignored it. So even if you can be left hanging 2,000 more times in your life and only be vaguely annoyed, it's not likely that I can push through even one more. I don't think you quite get how often I cry myself to sleep. I need people. I hate feeling alone, I always feel alone. You would have to be a fixture in my life for a long a** time before I even began to believe that I may not be by myself after all. The way I am I either need to be prepared to lean on myself, or to have people there for me. I can't go back and forth.
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