the dance at my school was amazing.
but me and steven just dancing to our song was beautiful.
at the end of each song, he would hold me closer and i would clutch his shirt, we showed that we didn't want to leave each other sides.
i could hear the beat of his heart going.
and going.
stronger and louder.
soon after the dance, he fell sick, but i didn't know, he told me he was fine, though, he didn't look so good when he picked me up to walk me to school this morning.
we were walking to my house and he he complained his side hurts.
i linked my arm through his and held him close.
i couldn't help him, but just having him near would probably make him the littlest better.
he took my hand and held it in his and told me he loved me.
i responded to him with the same three words.
we finally reached my house but we passed it.
he asked how come we were passing my house.
and i said to him cause i just wanted to walk around with him a bit.
he just smiled and kissed my nose.
of course, i scrunched it up, knowing he was going to kiss it, you know how those girls do in the movies. (:
then he started shivering, which kinda scared me.
i felt his forehead and he was hot as hot could be.
just because a person is hot, they need to cover up, no matter how much they fuss.
i offered him my jacket and he held it up to his torso, stuffing his face into it.
i was still clinging to his arm.
i asked him where his closest friend lives.
he told me and we walked there.
he asked me you know it's the man's job to walk a girl to their house.
and i said.. well i guess i'm the man this time.
we both chuckled.
we finally got there and he knocked on his friend's door and kindly asked his parents if they could drive him.
steven lives quite a ways from me and i couldn't bare just to leave him like that.
i adore him too much.
as his friend got his mom, he hugged and held me close just like at the dance.
i could feel his fingers twirling my hair.
he whispered into my ear that he didn't want me getting sick.
i said that i won't.
he stopped hugging, i lifted up his chin and kissed him lightly.
and i had said.. get some rest when you get home.
and hugged him once more.
after his friend had came out, i said bye to him and to steven and continued down the road of the serva.
it was a fairly long walk, but it was okay.
as long as he was safe with someone, i wasn't going to be paranoid.
ever since i left, i have taken my shirt that worn to the dance and had it by my head the whole day.
even the scent of his cologne made me feel a bit secure.
this day couldn't have been better.
even if he did get sick.
knowing that i had tried to helped him made me felt good about myself.
get better soon, sunshine, i wanna see that sun-ray of a smile you got. ♥(:
[9.11.09]
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