It's kinda topsy-turvey right now. I'm becoming a person I don't even recognize anymore, someone who's compleately not me. She's almost like the compleate opposite of who I am... well who I used to be now I guess. I can postively identify some of the reasons and things that are causing the change, things that are out of my reach, but also I'm starting to see that some- more than just some- of them are things that I could change if I changed even more. Hah I guess I don't like change all that much... but it sure as hell seems to like me.
I guess I'm just really frusturated that my life reads so much like a bad daytime spanish soap opera (and speaking honestly, are there really any GOOD ones?) and there's nothing I can do to stop alot of it. Life was so much simpler five years ago when everyone followed the understood rules. Now I'm wondering if there's anyone who ever really plays by the rules, or if everyone just twists them and bends them to fit whatever they feel like doing. Are there any truely 'good' people, or does EVERYONE live with fronts to make themselves look more virtuous than they are?
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To steal a phrase from one of my friends, this is Mostly Lovely Randomness.
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