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I cant stand the frustration i have in this miserable place. I want to leave but without money and no place to go thats pretty much where you'll end up. Ive been thinking about making an 'accident'. This place burned to the ground would prolly cheer me up. I've been treated like s**t here in this town since i started school and by agonizing father and it has never deminished. A new start is all im wanting . . . my birthday is coming up so maybe if i pray and pray for change, any change, i can get that instead of materials. I havent actually asked for anything from anyone this Birthday so i think it's time for change. Last year i kept asking for one item, and another, and another then my heart feel short when i didn't get them. I dont expect much anymore and i dont want much just that one thing. Change. I hope this year I really get what i want