do you truly know how it is to walk though the door, and be questioned of where you were and what you were doing? and when you answer truthfully they dont buy a word of it? its getting to a point where this void i feel has begun to take over my heart, and i fear that no amount of love, comfort, or care can fill it. im suffering, and i feel as if im dying from the inside. i dont want your pity. no. that is not why i am telling you this. i am telling you this so you all know how i truly feel. i dont matter to any of you. this i know as a fact. and even if you say i do you will carry on without me. this i know is true. there is no love in this house, city, state, country, world. only greed. thats all. is nothing else important? i am tired of looking in the darkness around me, for the light that has yet to find me. the tank is empty let it dry, im suffering so what. it doesnt matter. things happen everyday to knock people on their asses. you never gave a damn about them, why give a damn about me? these things that have been knocking me down, are comin at such a fast pace i dont have time to get back up and stand straight, i am down on one knee, whats happening to me?
The Fallen Gabriel Community Member 
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