IM NOT SURE WHAT... BUT SOMETHING FEELS DIFFERENT... SOMETHING IS OFF.. AND YET VERY ON. THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A MORE DISTANT TIME (THAT I WAS AWAKE) IN MY LIFE THAT I CAN REMEMBER... IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE I AM REALLY HERE... SOMETHING FEELS LIKE THIS IS ALL FAKE... I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY IT, AND I DONT FEEL THIS ALL THE TIME... ITS JUST TONIGHT... SOMETHING MAGICAL... YET DISCONCERNING ABOUT TONIGHT MAKES ME WONDER... AM I MORTAL? SHALL I TEST IT? I'DE BETTER NOT... NO TELLING HOW LONG THIS FEELING WILL LAST. IF I RECAL... I HAVE FELT LIKE THIS BEOFRE... BUT NEVER THIS STRONG... TONIGHT IS SOME HOW SPECIAL. I CAN TELL.
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