There are many things that I wished I had. One is a friend. I wish I had a friend who would come over just to hang out with me. I get lonely, no doubt about that. It feels as if my entire body is shedding the layer of skin that I'm still using. I don't know what to do right now. My head still hurts and I just wish it was December 26th already.
I don't think I'm going to be able to finish my mother's painting in time for Christmas. I rarely have the time now, and the freetime I do have is used up by things my mother nags to death for me to do. I don't expect much to come from this Christmas. It's going to roll over like any other day, and I'm probably going to be upset like I always do. I just want the days to pass now, I want the future to come because I know who to look forward to.
I miss my Jennifer Lynne.
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