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I feel so lonely right now... it's just me and that spider in the corner. Well, I guess I will just have to entertain whoever is reading this so that they don't think I'm boring, which, for some reason, a lot of people at my school do think. I AM NOT BORING. It makes me sad to think that. I think I am a great person once you get on my good side and give me a chance to introduce my real self! Gawd, whatever!!

Anyways, today I went to the beach clean up, and I actually liked it! I went with my best friend Hope, and my mom. But before we went there, my mom, dad and I went to this nice little coffee place by my house. I go there a lot on weekdays before school. They have really good stuff. But today it was really busy! I hate it when places are busy. Luckily, the clean up was not busy like I thought it might be. It felt good to know that I was helping out the community smile I saw like, 3? dead birds though. Ew. Reminds of that dead possum I found when I was on a walk with my friend. It still had it's eyes and it's mouth was open so I could see it's sharp teeth and it was half eaten and I COULDN'T STOP STARING.

Ew, so enough of that. I wonder who really reads this... thank you whoever you are. It's nice to know SOMEONE reads what I write... or type smile You know, this morning I wrote a poem, while I was laying in bed, waiting for 7 o' clock to come around. I never get up before seven a.m. you see. I can't remember the poem though!! I wish I was smart and had actually written it down, instead of writing it in my head because my mind is a mess. I should clean it up one of these days, then maybe I won't lose so much stuff. But it could be a while...sigh. What should I do with my life?

I am such a loner at school. The only friends I have are from my bff Hope. WHY CAN'T I MAKE MY OWN FRIENDS? Oh yeah, I just rememberd something! This week, I am going to change and see if anyone notices. I am going to say hi to anyone I see that I know between classes and such, instead of just smiling or ignoring them. It's my way of trying to get more people to like me. It is not that I want like, a trillion friends, I just want to be known, and liked. And this is my way of doing so. I will let you all know how it goes.

OMG. I was just listening to my profile, and Disturbia comes on, and I'm like, 'Wtf? Who's calling me? Where's my phone?' because it's my ringtone. Gawd, I love Rihanna. I wish I could see her in concert again, and get better seats. My dad always seems to be getting us really bad seats for some reason. I know he means well and all, and the seats are really close to the stage, but for some reason, I can never see what I want to see! At the Kanye West concert, which was where I saw Rihanna, the seats were close, but not exactly in a good place, ya know? And at Wicked, the seats were great! Only, there was a staircase right in front of us. It sucked. If the stupid staircase wasn't there, it would have been great! We were like in the 4th row.

I guess I should be going now. Don't want to waste my life talking to myself.

Bum bum be dum.

Bum bum be dum dum.