Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru
Anti-Nostalgic Gravitation
In liveing memory of Jan gray mother of three children and 6 chikens
who broke the Jrunals?
i havent been able to check my comments in a cupple of days... so im sorry to anyone who commented and i didnt ither reply or accknolage that you commented in some form... >_<
well im on line when i shouldent be because im at school and my math teacher let us out just a littel early because well... um... just cause... yeah.. anyway... in more intresting news. Im just about over kat... makes you wunder how deep of feelings i had for her hu? well i cant spend my whole life moapng around about a woman who decided that we cant be friends after a relationship. i know i wont see her again... and anything that remindes me of her i have basickyl destroyed with an acception of my drawings in my Agenda from school.
im not over my dad... and i cant seem ot make myself get over him.. .but Adeles right i will eventualy forgive him because hes my dad and i love him no matter how much i want him dead... yes... i wish my father to die... i have felt like this before... it drives me insaine... its just ... i know its bad and i shouldent feel like this... but i do... so.. think what you want of me... but i cant seem to change my anger and my hurt... im trying though.
well im here... in school with nothing to do... so im going to OKaycupid.com to take some more semi erotic tests and then come 11 ill go do homework.. probaly later than that... OH and by the way Adele im sorry i said i wouldent be online.. i honestly didnt think id have time... and damn am i sleepy.
last night i spent the whole night Roal Playing with Adele and writeing an essay on Alice Munro's short story "How I Met My Husband." its a good story if you dont enjoy the typical happy ending.. it wasnt sad... just ...what would really have happend in real life.. its not escapeest fiction.. anyway...
i have officaly been accepted by DB to be a AVID tuter in her class. wich is good cause DB rocks! *nods* but ... think about this... ME.. a tutor. i dun know how well thats going to work out... im not that good at teachign.. i have a bunch of randome and useless facts in my head... like *hinks*... the way a gothic arch stays up is this thing called a key stone. you have one central stone that is Asingle large block at the top of the arch and that has all the weight of the other stones leaning on it and wedgine it in place thats how they sayt up with out any morter. and its also amazingly strong. doesnt sound like it would be does it? well any way i just know things like that... im so much like my dad it sickens me.. but at least i have'nt watched "the History of string" on the history channel... HE REALLY WAS WATCHING THAT.... anyway... my dads a history buff... i like history yeah... but its boring sometimes... and i dont wana know EVERYTHING that happend back in the day... no be my dad .... sooo yeah... im gona head back on to the forums again till i run out of stuff to do. *nod nod*
"why do i have to be when all thats left is a memory forsaken.!"
I say death to who ever broke the stupid journals... 0.o unless it was me <.< or you... or anyone I know xp ..... so you really are a tutor now... thats cool.. i'm sure you'll do just fine... and I love your random knowlage.. allways have and allways will... ^_^
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Adee · Community Member · Tue Sep 13, 2005 @ 11:26pm