Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru
Anti-Nostalgic Gravitation
In liveing memory of Jan gray mother of three children and 6 chikens
A song for my dad... OPEN WOUNDS by Skillet
well my father caught me online when i shoudent have been and it triggerd his pent up rage of all time... and its not the first time this has happend... i alreayd said what he said to me in the last entry... but i found this song that is a song for my father... who i can not truthfuly say that i ither love or hate.. i both love him and hate him... i want him to leave... i want him to be gone forever... but i still love him and only want him to approve of me. this song is EXACTLY how i feel about my relation ship to him... and i hope you ejoy it.
In the dark with the music on Wishing I was somewhere else Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help I would rather rot alone Then spend a minute with you I'm gone, I'm gone
And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
[Chorus] How could you, how could you, how could you hate me? When all I ever wanted to be was you? How could you, how could you, how could you love me? When all you ever gave me were open wounds?
Downstairs the enemy sleeps Leaving the TV on Watching all the dreams we had turn into static Doesn't matter what I do Nothing's gonna change I'm never good enough
And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault
[Chorus]
Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end? When will it end??
You can't stop me from falling apart [3X] 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault.