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So I went back to that post (see previous entry) and found one more post which basically was somebody parroting the chick, so i ignored it to let the post die.
Just a little bit ago I got a PM from an admin saying it had been deleted. so i guess that's the end of that.
i wish i'd just deleted it. i had thought about it, but i decided against it in case there was still somebody out there that might benefit from it.
the admin said that they "realize you are just trying to help" but to please not "post examples of scams."
so never mind. i guess next time i won't bother trying to help ....
i'm going back to just counting down, and not posting otherwise. at least for awhile. it's just too risky to stick yourself out there, ya know?
besides ... it's not like i'm on here to be social, i already have more then enough friends irl, and get to socialize, whether i like it or not, at school nearly every day. plus the three clubs i'm in.
and i have friends to PM and post to already, so what do i care *shrug*
i'm hurt. i really am. not just my pride (although it's really bruised and battered atm), but also my will. specifically my will to a) socialize and b) do ppl favors. and those two things are practically my whole life. well, with the exception of when i go through a depressive episode, but now that i'm on meds that doesn't happen anymore.
stupid gaia ... stupid noobs ... stupid me .... sad ... no me gusta me vida crying at least not right now ....
*sigh* i guess it's just a stupid little thing ... cry stupid and small and only online anyway. i mean, it's not like it happen irl or anything .... sad yeah ... i guess it's not a big deal. i'll just not post for awhile.... no biggie.... in the mean time, ima go delete some other posts (which were basically the same as this one)....
ttyl i guess....