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If I died tomorrow,
would anybody care?
I supposedly have some friends,
who make me feel alone,
and prove to me that I'm nobody,
in this cruel world.

For if I died today,
or the day after the next,
would anybody shed a tear for me?
Would anybody wish that I was,
back at home crying,
or did I die a lonely death?

People say they love me,
only for it to be a joke,
well I can't take those jokes no more,
'cause I feel like I'm going to break.
The laughing is driving me insane.

I'll never find love,
and I will never succeed,
for I am just one boy in this,
damn lonely world.
If I died would anybody even care?
Would I wish I was still lyin' on my bed.
And If I still walked the Earth wishin' that I,
could finally rest,
I would never be happy.

No one will ever love me,
the way a lover does,
I feel like my friends don't really care,
I'm not sure whether they just tell me,
that they like me,
to make me feel better.
Well, I can't take it no more.

I might die today right now,
or the day after the next,
you'll never see me again,
the one I love, is lost forever.