School: My luck is pulling me through and I'm still scared of not finishing. Everyday I stress out because of it. Just need to work a bit harder (and hopefully not freak out while doing so) and I should be fine.
Family: Parents still hate it when I mention I am sick, even though I really would like a bit of understanding. I tell them so that they know that what we had I shouldn't have again. Not my fault they don't care though, they should be allowed to eat what they want really. It's really not fair to them to have to eat things only because I can eat them. I can't wait till I can start getting funds, I'd make my own meals and they can be free again.
I miss my nephew... He makes me smile alot. Such a beautiful soul that kid has.
Friends: I'm getting annoyed witht hem again. I wish i didn't because they can be great people. So they laugh at the fact they drool, and steal food repeatedly (even going so far as to just start eating your food with you), they have their moments of sweetness. If I could stop critisizing for a moment they would probably treat me like the other girls.
Job: N/A I should start putting together a resume and look around for summer stuff now. Shouldn't be so lazy.
Health: Get sick to my stomach often, but no major IBS pains at all for a while. Kinda has me worried actually... But I won't complain. The heat gets to me too, already, keeps me awake at night. Not bad though. Unless, I eat hotdogs. XD
Love life: Neh, let's not go there. >.<
Life in general: Let's just say whenever I think about it... I get all panicy and stuff.
Other?: Erm, I had a dream that proved that I was going to tear myself apart soon. o.o But oh well.
Current mood: Odd, guilty.
 Silent Flame · Thu Apr 28, 2005 @ 07:04am · 3 Comments |
