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My mind shits too.
Read if you like. lol. I know you won't.
Today sucks.
It was the sports day at school. It rained and everyone got cold and I was told that I failed two most important exams. I'm probably going to the next form... maybe... hopefully...
I really want to say now that I'm gonna do the most radical thing I could ever think of, killing myself. But I don't wanna die. I don't know what I want. I want to attack somebody, perhaps my english teacher who says that if I cry I'm gonna make her feel bad. She already made me feel bad! And that's ok. I failed, it's a fact, but how can she come and tell me crap like that. Thanks to all my dear, lovely friends for everything and one of them really made me laugh by imitating my accent. :'D Sorry to Brini for wasting her water, because I didn't want to touch the bottle. rolleyes I thought she might not like that either...
Well... Today it's gonna be my party. It's a little too early as I just wanted to cry here alone forever... But I want them to come too! So bad! I'm really really really really really really really gonna miss them all! One of them is going to the middle-east and another one to germany. One is going to another school. D:
That's it. I have to go organize the party now. : p Bye. heart






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Strawberry Sabrinaist
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Mon Jul 02, 2007 @ 06:00pm


Hey, dont' worry about wasting my water silly. I thought it was funny, we were already wet anyways. razz
Well my dear vivi, dont' worry about the tests. If you don't understand the questions, me and you can practice understanding questions so that on the final exam you will do briliantly! The cambridge people will think that you are genius wink
Maybe not a genius in maths, but a genius in the things that are more fun than maths!
Don't think about killing yourself hun. We need you! You have too much to do before you die. You have to go see Moi dix Mois and you have to paint beautiful pictures and do pretty stuff all the time! You have to go to everyone's b-day parties and you have to come to everybody's weddings when we grow up and get married and we have to attack yours because we all have to stay friends forever! heart
I know that sometimes it is hard to see the happy things but I will always be around to try to make you smile every day for as long as you want. If you ever need to talk to someone you can talk to me because I will always listen, and if you don't feel like talking write because I will always read it!. heart


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