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redface redface For the past monthe's I've been so happy but. The demin I kill's wer to stong but I won and in the end I lost to. My haert is giting more starnger but I dont know if I will live more or less. And I have the butifoll girl In my love life and her name? Well I cant say yet. For her I stop derinking and I have omost 3 monthe's too. She save my life two times toowhat more can I sake from her sshes the love I've been loking for.

Yes I did leve you and domp you two times and I'm so sarry for that i'm nat a man but a kid that dosint know what I want. But know this you and I had a sad chiyold life and for that I stop loveing girl for so mochs pany that thay givein me. And you well you have you'r reseces wy you hayt this world but I came to you and still love. And I will love you till the end of time.

I hort the neo I love 4 times and I cant see her cry or be sad. She has forgiven me but in the end I still fell sad in the insaed I cant call her no more. And it's my falt even if she sece no it's my folt. I love my girl-friend shes the neo I want in my life. I want her so moches that I want to maery her in 3 year's from now. I want to see her waking that hall and say I do to me.

I alredy sed to her if she want's to meray me but I'm so I... ..I dont have the money so I can by what she want's I dont have a car or a jod too. I cant do this I chost I chost want her I do.
But I wont leve her alone so no to thos that sed to me that I a sad man that cant give her what she needs. You knoe the hell to them I'll do what I can just to see her have a butifol love life with me.


In the end I'll do what I can just to be with her to tuchs, to hold, to kiss, to die with her.
I just love her a alot and i'll do enething just to see her smayoll.

Oh if your brathers want to hit me then i'll takit I wont run I'll lit them hit me all the way.
And if that not enof the thay can tell me not to see you for a long time ok this is my choes ok my love >.< heart heart