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Ok now that im going to san deigo im skerod i im. A 21 yrea old man no boy yes. Im skerod but I hop that the dr. tores are going to tell me if I will live more or not. But im skerod becaos i have someneo i love and dont want to leve her alon in this world and i love her i do i riyel do.

Im storang but my haret is wek and i have nathing to do in this world and i dont want to give up on her or life. I...I just hayt the man how gave me this haret parbim in the begining. I hayt him so this wy im so sike.
I cand lafe cant cry cant even show my emoshins to my girl. But the thing that bagos me the most is that im not shor if I will live enof so I can marey her. She all think of shes in my hed in my haret in my droemis. Shes all I love in this sad but curel world.

I was all the time in the shadows in the darekess ceying feling sad just becaos i had nobady to love. But wen im with her she make everthing go away.

I just hop that this time thay may tell me the troth of may condishin.I hop for a longer life with her and me.


P.S. To all that reade this. This is ture im not mayking lise of my condishin. cry crying