I sent at least 4 pms to different people but none of them is answering. Once they get my mail they escape and I see them offline. What tha hell is wrong with the world?
And tomorrow we obviously have some stupid world environment day, and the school has to ******** celebrate that. D: We are going to collect money for WWF. And I definitely don't feel like going there tomorrow. I wanna be at home, and sit here, at gaia. I don't want to study for the stupid exams, and I don't want to go to school.
Today I kind of feel really fat. I know I am not fat but I have gained weight since last year and it hell buggs me. I don't even eat a lot anymore but I still feel fat and useless. You know, the stress inside me is badly growing and I don't know what to do with it.
I listen to that one song, "poison" again. It helps. German is a strong language and when I feel bad I always listen to songs in German. I love German. I would of course listen to finnish songs because they are the best but the problem is that I understand them and I am trying to concentrate on this journal entry.
Here is what the people look like:
They are totally cool.
And this is what I look like now:
I straightened my bang, and from the back it's still curly. I couldn't find anything that looked like it, but I can tell you that it's wonderful now. 4laugh -Pigghja
