Today I look terrible, I feel terrible and I'm just simply very terrible. My school is terrible and I have too much homework. I don't have time to study for my exams and I am too tired to do it. I started studying yesterday and today I did chemistry and history revision. I will still do something. I've also got homework for chemistry.
Oh god how I hate it. Today we had an extra chem. lesson and I was crying again. Every single time I step in that just happens and... yeah, it's terrible. D; And embarrassing.
My grandparents are leaving too, and I will stay here all alone. Well, not alone but with my parents and I'll be so bored. I really, really need someone who literally understands me. First of all they need to understand the language I speak, but also understand inside me.
These days everything seems to go wrong and nothing works, so I'll tell you straight: I am just being emo (yeah, only inside). I'm trying to make everything as hard for myself as possible so that summer feels better. Actually everything is not so bad. I am happy compaired to some other people. I am very very stressed at the moment and I am only increasing it by worrying too much and thinking that it will be tiring. That's just all I am doing but I really shouldn't.
When I go to IB I will definitely not take chemistry. No! I hate it. It would be fine without maths which I don't get at all. It's partly our teacher's fault. He doesn't want to explain me anything. D:
I look like this:
I hate my hair. It's just really ugly. I never said I wanted my fringe curled. D': And now I will take a shower and wash it, hoping that the bang will be straight again.
-Pigghja
