for some reason on everyones profile there is this one tv show and it makes me want to cry cuz thats how i feel with myself.
i fight myself,
i hide who i really am just so people wont have to feel bad for me.
so i wont be hurt.
my eyes dont show happyness.
so i dont know why people cant notice.
everyone looks me in the eyes cuz there is nothing good looking about my body.
so my eyes are the best things.
i guess none of my friends that i have now have ever seen me truly happy.
things are getting better in my life and i guess i'm a little more happy about that.
for some reason i try to make me happy cuz i want it so badly.
i want to be smart and let my grades show it.
i need to be smart.
i need to be happy.
see for some reason everyone says i'm pretty or gorgouse but no one likes me.
i dont see why but then i do.
grrr.
well thats just some stuff i needed to take off my mind.
View User's Journal
my life
 |
