for some reason on everyones profile there is this one tv show and it makes me want to cry cuz thats how i feel with myself.
i fight myself,
i hide who i really am just so people wont have to feel bad for me.
so i wont be hurt.
my eyes dont show happyness.
so i dont know why people cant notice.
everyone looks me in the eyes cuz there is nothing good looking about my body.
so my eyes are the best things.
i guess none of my friends that i have now have ever seen me truly happy.
things are getting better in my life and i guess i'm a little more happy about that.
for some reason i try to make me happy cuz i want it so badly.
i want to be smart and let my grades show it.
i need to be smart.
i need to be happy.
see for some reason everyone says i'm pretty or gorgouse but no one likes me.
i dont see why but then i do.
grrr.
well thats just some stuff i needed to take off my mind.
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im sure you're beautiful.
and good grades arent easy to get.
they're sure as hell not my thing.
but one thing is for sure. Love is blind.
im sure everyone likes you =)
i dont know why they wouldnt.