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I just don't feel like myself right now. i feel like someone else has taken over my body and all i can do is watch as the broken shards of glass that i call my life are scattered about, mixed around and shoved back into the frame, reapiring itself.

i feel like that boy, standing all alone at first in the rain, crying out for someone to be his friend, not even noticing that there was someone all along beside him, holding his hand and holding him as he only ignored them and cast them away without a second glance.

i feel like that angel who has given up on immortality and wants to become human, so he tears, claws and bites, hurting himself, letting the blood flow from a million cuts and bruises, pnly to heal and make room for more and more, until at last he gives up, knowing that it's futile.

Please, someone help me... i want to know what is real and what isn't.