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Today wasn't quite all that bad. I just wish the weather was more cooperative.

Anyway, I remember when I said I made plans with my mother a while back that I was thinking about taking a vacation by myself to North Carolina. At first, she was a little apprehensive, but then I told her that I met someone online that be more than happy to see me, she eased up a bit. That certain someone was somebody that I've known for about... Well, let's just say that I've known Sarah for a while.

When Kenny (Odhinn) read that part, he wasn't too thrilled about it. I can't say that I wasn't surprised when Sarah told me about it on my cell phone one time. I mean, I knew there'd be someone that probably wouldn't quite that happy when I arrive.

Well, I got news for him, now. To be honest, I dunno when I'm coming out there, if at all. Besides my mother's so busy with everything else, that she hardly has any time to answer my question. So far, the answer right now is: Maybe, we'll just have to see what happens.

In other words, read the above sentence. And I was also right on one other thing, too. It seems I do have obligations before I even step out that door, Ma. You have every right to insult me and make my life as unbearable as you possibly can.

That'a another thing, too. My mother hurt my feelings on Monday. All because I was thinking about saving my money, she goes and throws a fit for no particular reason. Of all the things she said to me, she called me stingy. I'd go on and describe what she said to me, but I'm not going to waste all the bandwith Gaia has and make everyone suffer for that. Besides, I took out my anger on my other journal as well, myself following.

*shows his left hand. There are healing slice marks across his knuckles and the top pf his hand* I won't speak on that, but I'll let you figure it out. But let's just say that I had a brief moment of insanity and I had to do something with it.

I still carry a grudge as to what she said to me that night, but what pissed me off more is that she patronized me to make me feel better. She told me to not be too mad at her.

Bullshit.

I still am angry at her. For this reason, I will not forgive her for her actions, nor will I forget.

*decides a change of topic is in order*

Anyway, on to today. Like I said, I wish that the weather was more cooperative. It went from goregous to looking like something out of a bad 1940's movie. Then, when I got out of class today, it looked like it was gonna rain.

Call me crazy or something, but I like it when rains. Especially in the spring.

*yawns, a little tired* I wish I could go on, but unfortunately, I gotta get me some sleep. BTW, I'm doing fine now. I'm still pissed, but I'm doing OK.