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We lay on the grass
Staring at the clouds
Reminding ourselves that the sky is blue
And the grass is green
We tried to make sense of the clouds
You swore you saw Elvis in the clouds
And I could've sworn I saw
GRETTA WILL YOU MARRY ME
We laughed
We wondered who in the world would name
Someone Gretta
It turns out we allowed hours to pass by
Staring at the clouds
And talking about nonsense
But to tell you the truth
I'd rather stare at the sky
Talking about nonsense
Wasting hours of the day
With none other
Than you
~To all my friends.

You'll never know how much I mean to you
Until I'm gone
You'll never know how many things
You would have loved to do with me
Until I can't
You'll always take me for granted
Until the day I'm not able to do them anymore
That one moment that I'm gone
Is when you'll want me the most
That's a shame
Because I'm right here
And you still can't think of a single thing
You want to do
But the moment I hit the door
And it's getting dark
It's too late

Does it mean anything to you
That I want you here
Now, with me?
It feels like one million eternities without you
And you still insist on being so far from me
I want to hate you for it
But I know I can't
You mean too much to me
To let distance shatter what we have
Or should I say, what you said we'd have.
I have the feeling that we'll never be as close
As your words once said we'd be

I miss you
Where are you?
I've tried my hardest to hear your voice
Anytime I can
But you aren't ever there
It makes me wonder what you see in me
If you are going to neglect me like this
I feel as if that you don't want to be here
And that is why you choose not to be
I don't question your fidelity
But I question us