Niagara Falls was vacation perfection! SOOO much fun! I honestly didn't want to come back home. But, it wasn't the beautiful view or the cozy hotel that was the main reason. (Although, that was part of it) I didn't want to be alone.
See, my boyfriend, Frank, and I shared a room those two nights we were there. (Something I will never EVER til the day I die reveal to my parents) And, I loved how he was the last face I'd see before I went to sleep and the first when I woke up in the morning. Plus, most of the night, he held me close and it was perfect. (and totally innocent, i must emphasize)
So, Thursday night (the 29th of March), we were laying in bed and I had my head on his chest and I tried not to but I kept thinking about how lonely it would be back in my own bed on Friday. and it brought tears to my eyes. i stuffed my face in the pillow and tried to hide it but my nose got runny and I had to run to the bathroom for a tissue. Plus, I think he guessed by the way I was breathing that I was crying. I felt like an idiot. But, I couldn't help it. Two nights where we didn't have to worry about me being home or my parents getting the wrong idea about stuff. (Yeah, I'm 22 but their house = their rules) Once I get a new car, I'll be able to do more of what I please. And, yeah, I hate to lie to my parents but sometimes its necessary.
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