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OH MY GAWD! L.T. LOOKED AT ME AGAIN!! xd I didn't notice but my friend Ariel did! redface xd HE'S SO FINE!! I mean WHOA! He looked at me..AGAIN!! xd Lol, I already know that this means most likely nothing..BUT HE LOOKED AT ME! Come on, it's not everyday that one of the best looking guys you've ever seen up close looks at you and LIKES to look at you for however long he looks at you! mrgreen
crying If I had a chance with him......WHOA! redface mrgreen xd twisted
Anyway that is what happened with me and my CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH! I'm crushing on him so bad I can't imagine how he can breathe!
Anyways, I wanted to write a bit of poetry because this is the day of Valentine.

A dream
Your arms
Your touch
Heavenly
Everything about you
From your worst faults to your perfections
They touch me
I take in everything you are
And everyting I know you could be
In this
Our very first
Embrace, gaze into each other's eye, and kiss.

Take me away sweet Valentine.
Sweep off my feet into yonder dreams .
Dreams of me and Valentine
Where I'd cry out of sorrow
And you'd cradle me in your arms.
When your smile
brightens up the grey skys
When the sun sets on painful memories
And rises at me and Valentine
With the warmth of the sun
And your arms forever cradling me
Me and Valentine shall and always be
Me and my dear sweet Valentine

Unknown
You've had me guessing so long
Who are you?
Where can I find you?
Are you already here?
These are questions I come by when I think of you
Someone I don't know
You're perfect
I'm losing hope
So many illusions of you
Have come and gone
Unknown, won't you reveal yourself to me?
So I can end this futile search for you
Or is it that i'm your unknown as well..

I never knew
That sorrow could be changed
This feeling it's so strange
So unfamiliar
This warmth
Seeping through the cracks of my sewn together heart
The displacement
All the sorrow regret and tears
That once filled that heart
Is now filled with warmth
I never knew
That you
Could change me so..

This hurt, this pain
I never want to see you again
With all that I gave you
You pretended to take me under your wing
And then showed me true rejection
When I thought you were accepting me
How do you let go of an illusion that has been with you so long?
How do you let go?
Never think about it
Never think about you
Never remember all those promises you made me
Never reminisce...
And most of all, forget you ever existed
If I remember...Just once..
I wont be able to go on