to show you how it all began
~~~
emotions of a teenage disaster
feeling: heart (rushing at heartbreak) wahmbulance
watching: the screen, going to see epic movie soon
reading: Eldest.
listening to: "Speed of Sound" -Coldplay
working on: happiness.
my daily happenings
So i woke up a while ago it seems. 5am.... wonderful. Also im in so much pain physically that i cant move, eat, or anything for that matter and i feel like throwing up. Bieng a woman sucks. Anyway, today im going to the movie theatre with Mary to see "The Epic Movie" and then try to get into "Blood and Chocolate" that should be fun.
Still waiting on another reply but feelig more confident on the whole matter. Perhaps.....perhaps i can learn to love again... perhaps my heart will finally heal. im not sure. i feel so contagious..... or something like that by words of Nirvana.
Some movies came in the mail from Netflix so i guess i'll watch them until mary catches her zs and calls back. Feeling a bit happier but a bit not since the whole pain thing. Also i feel liek there's some sort of weight at my heart. Its so strange. . .
my work updates
I finally finished my picture "chibi Royale" for the ocntest where i had to draw a chibi royal person. i drew a pink (very pink) thing. and i hate pink so i'm glad its over. i think it sucks but i'm not able to submit it on this computer yet. so i'll have to wait....
this sucks this is the last day i probably am going ot get unlimmited internet and be alone on the vaccation. well at least i'll have more reasons to hang out with people instead of bieng the loner that i am.
mood is not that improved htough...blah
View User's Journal
Sapphire Memories
My thoughts, dreams, happenings. Basically go here if you want to feel what i feel, to go through the day through my eyes, in my shoes, with all these emotions at bay, lapping at your insides.
 |
Memory Lain
Community Member |
