emotions of a teenage disaster
feeling: heartbroken, depressed
watching: my cat who jumped on the table of the computer and is blocking my view
reading: Eldest.
listening to: "Extraordinary Girl"-Green Day
working on: this new Gaia account
my daily happenings
I spend the entire night tossing and turning from the pain....the internal pain. I dont even know what to think..... My eyes are burning from crying because i happen to be allergic to crying, lovely isn';t it?
I wonder if he'll ever reply to my e-mail. if his internal fighting will stop.
i dont want to be the cause of it. i want to dissapear from the past, present and future. I don't wantt o be causing him pain.
my work updates
oi, still not done with my contest entry and some of the avatar art i promised to do. looks like its work for me today. = [
P.s God i love all my friends, without them i'd be like jimmy. with a (big) taste of suicidal
kthnxbai heart
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(EDiT)
Walked past my grave in the dark tonight
Saw the stone and the note you left for me
To answer your question,
I just had to leave, I just had to leave
But that’s not why I'm here
I came down here to tell you
It rains in heaven all day long
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I’m miserable up here without you
Miserable up here with out you
Found my way back in the dark tonight.
Couldn’t wake up not right next to you
I’d trade in forever to just hear you say
The sound of my name
But that’s not why I’m here
I came down here to tell you
It rains in heaven all day long
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I’m miserable up here without you
Miserable up here without you
Don’t believe that it’s better
When you leave everything behind
Don’t believe that the weather
Is perfect the day that you die
Don’t believe that the weather
Is perfect the day that you die
I came down here to tell you
It rains in heaven all day long (All day long)
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I’m miserable up here without you (Miserable up here without you)
I came down here to tell you
It rains in heaven all day long (All day long)
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I’m miserable up here without you (Miserable up here without you)
Don’t believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
.((^ thats about the most meaninful song to me int he universe. by Armor for Sleep))
Things are looking to the better side. i got me an e-mail. not responding yet, din't want to look.....interested. because that's logical in this society isnt it?
nah i would but i feel like waiting it out so my bad mood would completely drip away. so i'm going to finish watching my movie.
-sigh-
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Sapphire Memories
My thoughts, dreams, happenings. Basically go here if you want to feel what i feel, to go through the day through my eyes, in my shoes, with all these emotions at bay, lapping at your insides.
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