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so then, what am i to do with this darkness that lingers inside? do i just let it stay and infect my mind like before, or do i get rid of it? if so, then i cannot let it go because it's grown to be a part of me now and i can't replace it with anything else. well, at least i've made some friends here, so things aren't all that bad, but i doubt i can talk to them about this for fear of making them leave, or freaking them out. there's always my sister, but it's like a personality clash, and thinks always happen to make either one of us mad. i think it's because of our different views, or it's just our thoughts that make it like so. but still, it's thewre and it won't go away, no matter what i do. could this be... my soul? i feel glad to have it there, but it's also a pain, because whenever i say horrible things to someone, it makes me feel the opposite of what i really do. please, someone help me...