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Don't ask me why, because I don't know. For some reason, I've felt like crap these past few days. scream

Physically, I'm feeling fine. It's in my head that I've been feeling down. I tried a few things already to try and cheer myself up. Bought myself a few treats here and there, tried listening to varrious types of music, chated with people both online and in person... Although this usually brought me some pleasure and brightened my day, the good feelings would pretty much vanish within about half an hour, if not less. stressed

I'm hoping that there's something wrong with some sort of chemical or hormone imballance that's causing it. If it's not, then I think I'm kinda screwed 'cause I don't really know what the problem is. Someone told me that I was starting to act pretty emo. She was joking (at least I hope she was), but I don't wanna start turning into an emo kid. Unfortunatly, angst has also been one of the feelings of depression I've experienced recently dramallama

Meh, maybe it's just the weather. Rain has always bothered me to some degree or another. xp

Edit: When re-reading this thing, I just realized that I put some sort of emoticon at the end of each paragraph. Joy. This sort of little coincidence would usually make me smile a bit, but it's not working too well this time. stare