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I am lonesome, so angry and have no motive
I am lashing out but am as silent as ever...
I am hurt but haven't an idea where my wound is
What is wrong with me?

Running away
so no one will find me
So no one will feel my pain
So no one will see me in pain
I am running away so opinions of me never change
I am running away from you all
I am running so fast I left my memories behind long ago
I run with the lightest burden.......Nothing..

I look away as you look at me
I wonder why you even try
I am nothing. I remain nothing.
I will be nothing and yet you see things that are not so
You see someone that will prosper and be full of light
I see nothing but darkness
How can you see but I can't?

Let's be birds and just fly away
And leave the world behind us
Leave war for fighters
And leave taxes to the greedy
Let's sprout our hidden wings and fly
Let's fly with each other to a new place
Our place, our dreams....
You and I, in this brand new place

I finally thought I saw the light in you
But I was nothing more than a fool
Looking to see the good in you......Isn't worth my time
I hated me becuase of you. I never honestly hated you though.
You made me feel like trash, double and over.
And you expect me to do your bidding, like a dog.......
I wish I hated you, that would make things easier..
But the easiest way isn't the best, not for you or me.

This is the last time I'll see the sky
I am going to see it with you. I am going to see it with the love of my life.
I am going to hold your hand and take in the sky....
I will see the sky for the last time.
I will fade away and watch you from above.
I will be the sky watching over you always......

As I run quickly without anyone in mind, I fall into a dark pit.
I fall with nothing around me but the people I forgot about.
What lies at the end of the pit, I think.
Then, as tears fall from my eyes going up instead of down my cheek.
You catch me......