Im the friend no one wants. Im the one who is forgotten. I keep playing the audio message Migs sent me. Hearing, "its ok" in a soft gentle voice. To help me feel better as i cry. I picture him hugging me tight as i break down. My sisters words echo, "nobody cares." It hurts, it really does. But then again crying solves nothing. Like i heard my mom say, "you cant buy love nor the things worth the effort." All i will ever have are my dreams. At night when I go to bed. I dream of a place away from here. I see Kyle, Mike, and Migs there. We chat like we used too. With Mike i'd have fun, share a laugh and smile. Now his smile or laugh are in the past now. If i could id give all the money in the world to see Mike's smile & hear his laugh, have a long chat with Kyle and finally have the best day ever with Migs. Thats the one thing id buy in a flash.
I want us to talk like we used to Chibi.
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