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i'm to the point where i think its best to just starve myself than to eat around my family. i find it ******** up how my family is always telling me i eat to much every time it comes to a family meal. its gotten so bad to where i skip breakfast and lunch and some times i have dinner when everyone's sleeping just so i don't have to hear them say these sayings.

"damn save some food for the rest of us fat a**"

"damn piggy your going to eat every thing*

the worse one is this

"maybe if you put down the spoon and work out more you wouldn't be so fat*

i am only 135 pounds and its mostly boobs and a booty. i don't see where i'm fat at all. i just wish my family would treat me better.

if not i fear they may make me turn anorexic crying