*sigh* why does my irl crush (that i have deep feelings for) have to make it so difficult for me? I just...wanna be w/ him in a happy relationship.but it seems like no matter what i do to impress him or to get him to notice me works. I've tried inviting him over for dinner or gaming that doesn't work, i tried making date plans to movies or anywhere we could hang out no luck. it seems like no matter what i do he just doesn't seem to enjoy my company. even now as we're hanging out at the library for a mini cosplay convention he's totally ignoring me. how do i get him to notice me? crying