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Like a Drug
"Not being allowed to touch him is complete torture.
I'd rather just kiss him than have to pretend I don't want him.
I've been fidgeting all day. I can't stop tapping my fingers.
It feels like I want to scratch at my skin when he is not around.
I'm coming down from a high that's exactly what it feels like.

He is a drug I've become addicted to and it hurts that I can't be with him
The only thing that satiates the craving is his laugh, his smile, and his words.
God, it's so hard not to be with him." -unknown


Becuase of how I am, this really speaks to me. Althoug I believe this is supposed to mean something more along the lines of a person lusting after another that she could never have. I'm using this in another way. The feeling of him being away. It is funny how accurate this is. It's so strange that words can describe the feeling so well even after I could not describe them myself.

It's the act of missing someone that really gets to me. But, in a way, it's nice to miss someone. I haven't missed someone in so long I forgot how hard it was. How wonderful it was. To want someone with you so badly that it drives you insane. It's an unexplainable feeling.

Missing people is hard, but the act of missing someone is so beautiful.





 
 
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