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This damn depression is taking over my life.
At the rate things are going, I'll never be a wife.
I am always feeling sad and blue,
I just don't know what to do.
If I am not feeling sad,
I'm constantly mad.
mad at what I'm not sure,
I wish I had the cure.
To make all of this go away,
so the sun could shine another day.
I wish I could feel the sun beams shine down,
but I feel like I'm stuck in the cold hard ground.
I wish I knew what caused this to happen to me.
I remember the days of being happy and care free.
Those days are no where to be found,
trust me I've been looking around.
I feel like crying all day long,
like I'm constantly doing wrong.
What did I do to deserve this pain?
It's always loss and never gain.
I see myself falling more day by day,
emotions being pulled every which way.
When did this start and when will it end,
Because all I want to do is mend.
I want to be the old me,
not this mess you see.
I want to be giggly, cute and fun.
I want to jump, run and skip in the sun.
I want to go places and be a good friend.
I don't want this to be the end.
Lord, please just send me a sign,
so that I know everything will be fine.