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The Worse Kind


Note to the 'X' No. 2 I've been sleeping with your shirt, it makes me feel better to cuddle up with it and pretend it's you. I think I've accepted that you may never be mine again, I don't mind you moving on. I just really worry for you when you do find someone else, I don't want you hurt any more. I worry because you are so beautiful, but I hope they see that you are so much more then just beauty. I worry about your attitude too, some people wouldn't stand it and really will yell and argue and fight with you. But I guess if you really loved them you wouldn't give them attitude. I can't stand the thought of anyone else looking at you or touching you. The jealously will eat me raw and blood, and my eyes will turn red and I'll absolutely lose it. So when you finally do find that someone, push me away to protect me. I don't think I'll ever be what you need or want. I still try so hard to impress you, yet still, like before you never acknowledge it. I'll burn out again with trying to impress you soon enough, like before. I wish you still wanted to keep me locked up for yourself. Being in love and being with you kept me happy a youthful. I feel terrible and look terrible, I think I've aged ten years. My mom noticed the change of my attitude, she bothers me with questions. I ****** miss you & I want you. I worry a lot for you. I don't think you'll ever be mine again ... Wicked Alyce** · Wed Mar 06, 2013 @ 08:15am · 0 Comments


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