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Ugh, I didn't even want to get out of bed but my body was getting restless.
From my entire life there has been only one person that I've ever tried to please. And honestly the only persons who's opinion matters most as well as their approval. She is always a priority, and I think how lucky I am that she isn't like other people. I could honestly have been ruined if I had fallen into the arms of a greedy person. Between family and her, she comes first. I remember at one point I was working at a school and I had to get up at five to do crossing guard at 6:15 and at the same time I was going to school in the afternoons to get my diploma. I got my own phone line just so we could talk, and we would talk every night. And then a year ago or whatever I went to trade school, it was an utter nightmare and it took it's toll on me. Everything was scheduled, when to eat, when to sleep. I took out a lot of my frustration on her by just being an a*****e, when we did talk, I hardly had time. At the end during my internship she wanted my attention and of course she got it. I had to get up every morning for an entire month at four-thirty and ride the bus to salt lake city and work in a hellish kitchen. Then had a two hour bus ride back to school, I would crash as soon as I got back; I was endlessly tired. But still, she wanted my attention and I gave it to her. I don't know why it was only then, I wish it had been the entire time I was there. But yeah, I still try to please her, I just like it, I want her to be happy. She says and I do. In the end it all comes down to how kitty-like she really is. She has an absolute kitty attitude, which I completely love; I adore cats. She only wants to be cuddles when she wants to, and when she wants something she'll come prancing along with her sweet eyes, when she wants to be left alone she'll remove herself to a dark, remote location, when she wants to play, she'll play, and when she doesn't want to be ******** with she'll bite and hiss. I really love her the way she is, and I mostly know when she's tired, sad, happy, mad. She is utterly adorable and perfect.
 Wicked Alyce · Mon Mar 04, 2013 @ 05:39pm · 0 Comments |
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