I am not sure if I have any avid readers, why would you want to read this rubbish? But if I do I just need to say that I am going to do something new. In recent past weeks my x darling love and I have permeantly separated; I have an extremely hard time getting over things. The last relationship I had was when I was 15, okay so it wasn't a relationship it was my first crush and I was completely in love and it ended in denial; I'll have to share that whole thing later. That took me about eight or seven years to get over, my x darling helped me get over it. And that was just a crush that lasted a year, now I loved and still love my x and we were together for about seven to eight years, so if one year is equivalent to eight years of getting over, ********, what is eight years equivalent to getting over? Seriously, someone give me an answer. I gotta go, so I will continue this later.
To Be Continued ...
Continuing ...
My whole point being, it is hard for me to get over things and I still have the urge to contact my x but I can't. So what I am going to do instead is write letters or whatever on here instead of to my x. Of course she's not likely to read this so it'll be just there and out of me and I can pretend she'll read it. This blog thingy is turning out to be therapy for me. xp I really have no friends because I am really hard to be around, seriously. So thank to whoever is out there reading. My first note to my x may come tonight, there is something I want to tell her that I've been thinking about.
 Wicked Alyce · Tue Feb 26, 2013 @ 05:31pm · 0 Comments |
