I'm feel great now.....I'm back with the one I love.....the one I would die for. He's been there for me everyday for the past 4-5 months and I thank him for that.... I love him with all my heart dattebayo! My heart would shatter if something bad ever happened to him and like I said I'd rather die.....I would watch myself slowly bleed for him and my life slipping away from me then see him simply walk away