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(The page is rumpled and rather sloppy, with the occasional smeared ink/dried spot.)
She's dead. She's really ******** dead.
I...I teleported to the field. Saw her body.
Rika and Jinx lied. She wasn't dead. At least, not fully.
So I teleported her to the field, the one full of flowers. When I touched her though...she dissolved. Right underneath my finger tips, like she was just fading away like she always does.
I don't know what to do anymore. It's like I lost my shadow, the only thing I never knew anything about but was so certain would always be there...
What's the count up to now? Three. Three people have slipped from my fingertips.
The worst part is? I barely knew a thing about Luna. I knew her favorite song, I knew her favorite food (rabbits, how bitterly ironic) and I knew there was no way in hell she was actually a tiger.
So I just sat in that field, thinking and playing her song until my fingers bled and the skin tore off. The last place that they were alive. Ray, Luna.
I basically cried my lungs, until I ended up coughing. Because what else was I supposed to do?
The one person I was always sure of would stay by my side, slipped away, dissolved into thin air. Somehow...somehow it just doesn't feel fair to me.
I came back for a little while, only to grab some food so I could stay longer. But...there was a dragon attack. The black one, it finally destroyed it's way out. I...I did nothing but watch.
The voices...the voices were too much. I couldn't stand it.
I remember Grace turning to me, eyes wide with fear as the dragon was climbing out...'Lily what do we do?'
I...I just don't know anymore.
The dragon took Lena, but dropped her. It took Jinx, and Ammy, and Tsuki. But...it dropped a black scale. I picked it up, pocketed it. Then left.
It's...it has voices coming from it too. They aren't as scary as the ones coming from the book, these were more sad, looking for escape, telling some sort of story...
That I'm not ready to hear right now. It's black magic, that scale. It feels like it's trying to pull me in, and I caught myself almost falling for it.
...I just...don't know. My head is pounding, my eyes feel dry and heavy, and there are so many heavy feelings pushing on top of me I feel like I'm going to fall.
I've been told by Jinx that I became a whole nother person after Ray died.
I spose it's time I locked myself up again.
 Siyaahi · Mon Feb 13, 2012 @ 09:29pm · 0 Comments |
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