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Entry~
Oh goddamnit I'm dying.
Well, not the actual type of dying. Though I spose that'll happen sooner or later.
The BORED type of dying.
I never thought GEIOW could get boring, but it has. I was stuck in grunny commons all day 'cause of some blizzard, and all everyone did was either sleep or talk.
So I was left alone with my thoughts. I guess I'll just sort them out here, since I don't trust anyone, no not anyone, (Yes, not even Rika or Jinx or Bri) to tell.
So, letsee. Due to current evidence, Rika and I now know Bri, Gert, and Gio did burn our commons. Everyone nearly kicked Gio's a** for it. I think they're trying to forget that Bri and Gert was involved.
...Yeah, my opinion of Bri has lowered. I'm a little disappointed in Gert, but not surprised.(Damnit, I'm so injured by betrayals.)
Erk. Yeah, my opinion has went down. I'm just going to take a moment to rant in here...
Alright. For one, she's still stuck over Joe. That douche left her behind and comes back, yet she still has feelings for that idiot? What about Harper? I'm so sick of dealing with her love life.
...Then again, I'm pretty much sick of dealing with everyone's. Sometimes I wish that stupid feeling didn't exist. I mean, love only gets in the way. Then it tears you apart into little shreds, especially when your trusted friend did something horrible.
Nightmares. Let's see, my circus nightmares have ended. That Jinx-puppet form is gone, though there is still that part of my head that keeps tormenting me. It all seems to be circling around fire, too. Gasoline fire, burning forests, black fire...
Hmm. The topic of books. I haven't read a fairytale from that old tome of mine, which I think has a soothing effect on me. For some reason though, the book isn't really responding to me anymore.
Bri has that accursed book. Those voices stopped coming, but...I feel like there is some eerie echo in my head. I tried holding it in as best as I could, but damn that stuff was scary.
Hmm. Broke up with Al. Nobody looked too surprise, and Rika was only mad at me for about an hour. Hey, we all knew it was going to happen.
Oh, right. My luck finally caught up to me and I caught a cold from sleeping in the trees too much. Damn congested noses.
There is some stupid Valentine's Ball, too. Oh, I can just imagine it. Jinx and Raz dancing and looking into eachothers eyes, Joe asking Bri for a waltz nervously while she jumps up and screams 'yes!' (or at least she would like to), Rika acting all stupidly shy and probably asking Gio for a dance, (in which his face turns an embarrassed color at being asked and he somehow stumbles out a 'yes') Princess appearing for a few moments, around the time Rika stops dancing with Gio so he leaps up to dance with her...(Think he's gotten over his infatuation, though.)
...I'm going to barf. I've hated all of these balls that's been formed...always some sort of drama or s**t going on. No thanks, I'm sure as hell not attending this one. Besides, dresses are a pain in the a**. My fingers would probably hurt from playing the lyre and acting as band, 'cos I never get asked to dance anyways.
All the girls would probably be wearing jewelry, too...which I don't really have too much of. I spose you could count the Morningstar, though that doesn't really shine anymore. I'm not going to clean it either, when the sunlight bounced off of it I'd go temporary blind.
I think I'll just...visit some relatives those three days. Yeah, I'll do that since I seem to be neglecting them a whole lot. I guess I'll just spend it with dad, making chocolate or something and sending it around to all the other elves in the village.
Heh, now that sounds nice.
I think that's everything I needed to rant about. Hmm, sort of felt nice.
...Now I'm going to go try to go outside, stuffed nose or not!
 Siyaahi · Fri Feb 03, 2012 @ 09:55pm · 0 Comments |
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