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That icy lump next to my heart is growing at an alarming rate.
Ran into Raz, and Rin. Rika was there.
Talked for a little, then Raz left. Cue fluttery poster.
Rika now has it. ********. (I mean, I don't really need it. I remember the spell, I think. I just like staring at the image...a bright cirque with the grinning Ringmaster, offering me with the sweet promise of freedom...)
She tried to apologize to me?
Do you really think I can forgive her after what she said? Her excuse was something along the lines 'I was angry.'
That cold lump is growing. I told her I forgave her.
It's swept into the rug. But someone is going to end up with a bloody foot, sooner or later. And so it goes on.
Nobody has seen Luna. Nobody.
I'm not going to the Cirque without her.
I love Luna. She's always been there for me, ever since we met.
I can't contact her through the bond, either...
God damnit, we really need to get out of here.
I left, came back to meet with Raz and Jinx.
Jinx told me that the two of them were sitting together again. Raz assured me Al loves me and would never cheat; though they both agreed that Lena had most likely been flirting with him.
Then Al came, and I sort of shrank back.
I feel...betrayed.
When Jinx mentioned Lena again, I tried to protest, try to defend Lena. But...
Something in me doesn't want to anymore. Something in me is curling with hate, injured by betrayal.
She...she couldn't have, could she?
She did go after Whirk...and then Rob...and then Raz...
(The text is slightly wobbly.)
Have I been betrayed?
...I want to get out.
I want to be set free, to fly.
This is suffocating.
Too suffocating, I can't stand it anymore
I'm leaving. As soon as we get out of this ******** cage, I'm going to speed heal my leg, find my tiger, and take up the Ringmaster's offer.
Klof Gnillevart Eht Fo Dlrow Eht Ot Em Ekat
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IF YOU DON'T STAND UP TO HIM, THEN WHO THE HELL WILL? HOW IS HE GOING TO GO AWAY?
I CARE, IDIOT.
WHY THE HELL WOULD IT HURT SO MUCH WORSE HEARING IT FROM YOU?
 Siyaahi · Fri Jan 06, 2012 @ 10:47pm · 0 Comments |
