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Two more days. I just have to go for two more days.
I've gone for two whole months with this! Two more days will be no sweat...right?
It feels like my energy is being sapped worse. I don't even lay down in the dorms after wandering around at night anymore, I'm so scared I won't be able to get up again.
The thought of food sickens me. I feel disgusted by myself.
Tried to kill Papa Saw with Gio, Rika and Jinx. We failed both times.
I'm definitely following in my mother's footsteps, it seems.
...Falling in them, too.
I fall asleep to nightmares. I wake up to nightmares. What's the point anymore?
Siyaahi · Thu Dec 15, 2011 @ 04:11am · 0 Comments |