Entry~ (The handwriting is messy and overly-sloppy, slightly blurred at some places, and the paper is torn.)
I almost killed him. I almost freaking killed him.
He taunted me on purpose. He wanted me to get angry, and it happened.
I don't like getting angry.
The earth...it felt like all of it's power was just crashing down on me, and the vines shot out when I snapped. Thick, deadly.
I couldn't control myself. I was trying to control myself, make the vines bend to my will, push back. I didn't want to hurt him.
...No, I did want to hurt him. The vines were obeying my every move. I didn't want to kill Gio. I wanted to injure him, put him just on the brink of death. Give him the fear I've had to suffer.
Who am I kidding? I'm mad. I'mmadI'mmadI'mmad
He was burning the forest in my dream. Why was he burning the forest in my dream?
I'm scared of the forest now. Soscared. I thought they wouldn't come after me, that I could retch in peace...
Redredredredred
TryingtopretendlikeIwasokay
Whydoeshewantpeopletohatehim
Burningburningburning
 Siyaahi · Tue Dec 13, 2011 @ 09:29pm · 0 Comments |
