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Another day. I've decided I'm feeling better because of the MorningStar pendant.
It is a pretty powerful gem, as well.
Fell asleep near the lake. Dreamed I was talking to mom.
Woke up to the feeling of shaking, only to realize it was Rika. She mentioned that I was talking in my sleep, saying that I might die.
I played it off, pretending I thought she was joking.
We talked for a bit, I recharged my gardens.
...I also gave Rika Mother's pendant. I'm still not quite sure what pushed me to do it, but I'm secretly hating myself right now.
Rika...Will she ever take that pendant seriously? I have a feeling she won't. She doesn't know how hard it was for me to give that to her...
It'll help with her throat. The blood was easily noticeable.
I also put the symbol on it. 'The Lily's(You're supposed to put the name of the elf.) Blessing'...I only have 7 left now. Heh, if any of the other elves found out, they'd scold me that I was giving my symbols away.
Especially to someone who wouldn't understand it.
My symbol of trust, of loyalty, of friendship...I've given it away again. I hope Rika uses the pendant in case she meets another elf. An Elf's Friend is treated as well as a fellow elf.
...I still can't believe I just did that. I gave away the thing keeping me better...The MorningStar that belonged to my mom...Is it wrong that I regret? Yet...why at the same time do I feel a bit warm?
Rika still wants me to think she isn't a noble. I placed all of the evidence in front of her, but she was as stubborn as ever. I'm angry, and hurt. Why does she expect me to tell her everything?
I left in frustration, saying I needed to take a nap. I do, actually. The few painless days were sweet.
If Rika misplaces that pendant...
 Siyaahi · Sat Dec 03, 2011 @ 08:14pm · 0 Comments |
