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Entry~
Today is the day of the Great Feast.
Has it really been a whole year since I came here...?
It all really feels like a dream. As soon as I wake up again, the third years will still be here, and I'll go off to classes with Rika, Aku, London and the others...I'll scheme with Aku and Rika,get confused by Whirk, get irritated by Rob, cheer up some girl that Gio insults, get glomped by Eve, laugh with Bri....
But, I guess it won't happen. My stomach is churning a little at the thought of the huge feast -- what's going to happen?
People have been packing, some preparing to go home and others staying here. I've already packed all of my things. I have friends waiting for me at home, and yet...
I feel like I'm leaving from my actual home...
It's amazing how many memories that I've gotten from this place, all in just one year.
Meeting the other watermeats...
The Halloween Ball...
Seeing Gloom with Rika...
All of those attacks and those feelings of not being completely sure...
Hae's death...
Navi's wings getting cut off....
Visiting Ray's grave...
Getting arrested in Poland...
Getting shot in the leg (In Poland.)...
Turning into a baby chicken...
Watching Gio lose his hand, and then his surgery...
Healing Navi in the fountains, teaching Rika the song...
I feel like through all of these months, all of these emotions...crying, worrying, laughing, smiling...
This has been a good year.
This is also the last page of my journal...Though I haven't filled it completely. I'll write more about the day later -- it's only morning, after all.
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(( The text is a bit shaky, as if someone's hand was trembling. ))
What does that paranoid idiot know about me? He insults me so freaking much, calls me insane, calls me aggressive, calls me arrogant, calls me....
I'm going to make this short, since I'm so damn pissed off right now.
Went to class.
Talked with others.
Tsuki visiting home.
Mark getting me pheonix tears.
Rob acts slightly better.
Rika goes off to talk with him.
I talk with London, tell her about things. She leaves.
I follow after those two. Tell Rob to do something nice for Tsuki.
Rob asks about potion. I tell him I can't trust him.
Talk a bit about Gio. Rob is a paranoid idiot.
Rob begins to say that he can't trust me either.[Like I care about his secrets, pff ] He calls me a bunch of names. Tells me I trust too easily, that I'm hot-headed. Obviously, I get pissed off. Summon Landshark. He hacks it away. I tell him that he should die in a hole, that he doesn't know a thing about me.
I storm off.
Now I'm here, writing.
God, I'm so freaking angry I'm crying, and laughing at the same time.No sadness, no. Just anger, pure horrible anger. I haven't felt like this in a long time....
Feeling like I want to kill something...
I'm going to the outer world later. Animated are great for letting out steam.
 Siyaahi · Sat Nov 19, 2011 @ 03:20pm · 0 Comments |
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