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I stand before the window of sanity as I stare down at the faceless crowd. . .
LET ME BE ONCE AGAIN THE FILTH!!!
Why must I bear this curse?! I listen to the words of Christ
Yet I have the urge of Judas to slay him!
I feel close to god, but Beelzebub tells me to side with him!
I watch as the pigs roll in their sins, filth, and hate for one another. . .
Please! Let me be one of them again!
Empty glasses of deadly poisons lay wasted across my room
Discharged shells
My life, not even the grim reaper can ever take!
The window plane become a mirror as I stare down at the husk of a man
My claw slashes at the wall while the gauntlet yielded it to stop
Both sides covered in such symbols that fall off my wings
One with brightly light rainbows of feathers while the other side
Was leathery dark space bat wing
Only now I lie with dreams of such bliss
And I dare dream when I was once man in those blank days
Before back tracking in the nightmare that I must face
Woe is me. . .My humanity. . .The filth I once wore proudly
Now I am this thing. . .
May God and Beelzebub take pity on me! Why must I be punished?
I ask forgiveness, Fate!
Please take this away from my destiny!

-Daniel Cortes-