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I'm going to tell you some stories about a Japanese dating site I go to sometimes.

As you probably (or probably don't) know, I am attracted to people with feminine hearts. This means, they are not overly masculine, meaning they're cute acting and exhibit feminine qualities. Its very very hard to explain now that I'm trying to explain it. Anyway, usually a feminine girl is...well...a girl... but usually a feminine man has a body that is quite slender and almost like a female's in shape (sort of o.o hard to explain...). They act cutely and almost like a girl would. They're a bit more...delicate...I guess than a "normal" boy. They like fashion, most times make-up, and take a little more time to get ready, etc. I also happen to like it when they're Asian. I don't know why. There's an additional requirement when it comes to men, though, in that is they have to be a genius in something, usually at an instrument (bonus if its guitar, bass or the piano and super mega firework bonus if its two or more of those). Anyway...

So I went on this Japanese dating site because I said to myself, "Vi. You like these types of men. GO GET ONE." So I signed up, made a profile, uploaded pics of me in all of my gothic glory because I figure if a man who likes gothic stuff sees a gothic girl he'll go for her. Almost at once a semi-perfect fish bites. A DJ living in California who is from Tokyo who was just adooorable. He sent me an heart interest heart I was like, "whoa..." BUT. That was the END. After that there I was completely like, attacked by old disgusting white men. We're talking 55-70 year old creepers. They were all like, "Hey, come to Japan and you can live in my house and I have a strong 'thing' " and I was like, "EW NO GETAWAYYYREPORTYOUU". I wonder if its because I'm dressed all gothic lolita in my pics.

Thing is? There really are my type of men on this site. EVERYWHERE. I was like, "Oh s**t, if I lived in Japan I would be like 'forget girls'." I even found a guy who likes to cosplay J-rockers and does it well. Hell, I found ACTUAL J-rockers on this site (extremely indies ones). I kid you not. And why are there so many wonderful guys on this site from Japan? Probably because there's more guys in Japan than there are girls by a ridiculous percent.

I wonder why none of the young ones like me. I really do. My mom raised me to be the perfect little Asian wife for future purposes but that's a waste because I'll never attract an Asian man who would appreciate that. Did you know I've NEVER had an Asian boyfriend or girlfriend? Isn't that ridiculous? I don't get it. Apparently I'm attractive and awesome enough to make straight girls flip out and obsess over me (this has happened multiple times) but not attractive and awesome enough to attract other Asians...

And btw, I'm also registered on the same company's site for lesbians. But its full of ******** SLUTS. Girls who's only pictures are them in their underwear or bathing suits or birthday suits. And of course the only girls who go for me are the sluts. There are some girls on there who are my type but they don't like me. Once again, the very first fish who bit on that site was like my freaking soul mate sent from heaven but I can't talk to her because I'd have to pay to talk to her. (She's just as obsessed with J-rock as me and she's so cute, its ridiculous...and she lives in New York gonk ).

Most likely nothing will come of these forays. I haven't gone for a long time. It just kind of proved to me that young Asians don't like me XD ugh, reinforcement.